Husband was busy with his dissertation today and I tried to cook and do housework myself during the daytime. I hate to think the life without him but the fact is that he has to go to southampton for six weeks starting from the day after tomorrow...Since four years ago we live togather, we have not been apart for more than one day. I very much afraid to be alone during these six weeks and do not know how to deal with the life without him...I used to be independent for many years but now became a little woman...Mosquito is missing him already...